Thank you to those of you who have reached out to share your stories of where you find yourself playing now. It is valuable to me. Please continue to feel free to do so, on any level, or any tangent that opens to you from our play and connection here.
Thank you to each of you who have taken the time to connect in by reading the past one or two blogs I have shared. I really do appreciate it.
Thank you for being here right now.
One consistent theme in my life with others is them wanting a quality that I am. I have encouraged this since the beginning of my being willing to speak. To my knowledge, if you can see, can recognize a quality in me, or any other, that you like, that you want more of in your life, know it is yours. Choose it. Attune to it. Say yes to it.
There is no limitation or scarcity of spiritual qualities or energetic qualities. You cannot drain another person of their kindness if you choose to be more kind. It is possible the opposite happens.
I am happy to share what I know, put words to who I am and what I feel I have achieved, and be vulnerable in the depth of my shares. I remember there was an experience around the word vulnerable when I was in Egypt the first time. That was 2012. If I still have those journals, I might look it up to see what I said then. In this moment, in this sight, I know my definition, my feel, of the quality “vulnerable” is different from how I experienced it then. Maybe the point here is to recognize that my definitions of words I use might be different than how you feel it or experience it as you read it. I am reminded here this is true in many aspects, with many words, not just qualities.
If I speak/write something that you feel you are not hearing in the way I meant it, please do ask for clarity. You may either ask me directly and we will see what we can do, or you may ask energetically for an experience so you can feel it through your system and structures.
I believe I am at a first. As I speak, maybe I will see the spiral and that it is not new.
And there is my laughter as I look for the words to express.
I am complete. Yes, indeed. I believe I have said this before. It must simply be a new layer, or level.
The words I heard or saw earlier tonight were more specific. I have accomplished that which I set out in this lifetime to accomplish.
Recently, I watched myself write that I was enjoying some aspect of life and, therefore, I would stay on the earth plane a while longer. I had not realized until that moment a part of me was looking at the possibility of stepping out. So, it is not new.
In 2011, I was at a conference where I knew I had completed what I came to do in this lifetime. I have been aware of this mentally since then.
I think it was just yesterday. I had an experience in bringing in an aspect with greater precision and directness than I had done before. The result surprised me. I felt such a softness in by being. I felt a gentleness, an ease, and a relaxation. It was deep. It was soft. It was within.
Today I was writing to a friend. I was sharing a simple fun experience I had. It was when I wrote words about wondering what will open next as this phase ends that I recognized those as old words.
Yes, I am watching me look anew at what is possible now. Yes, I am having experiences where I am thinking, “Maybe I will try that. I feel a fun energy there.”
So, in this new way of being, we are already there.
Again! This is such an obvious energy now. The first step of any new beginning is an ending.
In the past, endings were often seen as a negative, or as challenging. Now, endings are felt as accomplishments. Look what I did! And in the joy and the positive energy, the feelers are already out looking for the next opportunity we might wish to say yes to.
Do you remember I had that moment at the beginning of this where I was reminded how the definitions of words either change over time, or they are different for different people? This moment is about seeing and landing a new experience and feel around the word completion. I love that the joy, the high energy of appreciation, is what feeds the new. That is a beautiful connection I say yes to.
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