I am interested to see what opens here, what we co-create. I had two or three different perspectives land in the last two weeks on how I wanted to take this forward, but I did not have time or did not choose to make time when I saw it.
In my first blog, probably started in 2011, I was on a crystal adventure. I remember my first trip was to Arkansas to “meet” the master crystal from Atlantis to let her/it know I was showing up. That brings a smile to my face to think about that time in my life. I knew then that I would not be the same after… what? I do not remember anymore if or what I thought I would complete. I remember knowing I needed to capture my thoughts and beliefs as I went to the different locations because they would change me. I would not be able to write it in the same way afterwards. I might have used the word ignorant then, but today the words I hear are “when I was in my essence”, otherwise known as innocent.
Today, I know we are stepping into this next phase of my life. It is just starting to be cohesive. It did open a while ago. I remember speaking in Moments with Marybeth and knowing this was new. I did want to start to transcribe the sessions as I have done in the past. That may happen. I may start to put to written word the stories and the teachings that we are discovering in our weekly sessions.
I also have had the pleasure of simply sharing my inner landscape for the last three months, my thoughts and feelings, with a dear friend who can receive, hold, reflect back. That has been a powerful practice. I have grown so consistently in this time! This next adventure I share may be more inner landscape, how I create, than external physical trips to land or people. Or, now that I am settled in my own home once again, maybe the travel starts again.
I do not have any specific pulls. I have felt several times this knowing about returning to Glastonbury to create a wisdom school. The seeds of this arose while I lived in Glastonbury/Avalon. By the time I was leaving, I had not thought of it for some time. Nothing had physically been started. But about a month before I left Glastonbury and England to move back to the United States, I knew I would be returning to Glastonbury, as one of my bases. The last time I saw this potential was about three months ago now. I have also met two new people from Australia. I have known more was to open in Australia for some time. Maybe it will be with with one or both of them.
One piece I am aware of, as I create my new purpose, my new intention here, I know it has to be around me, around what I want, around what grows me, inspires me, supports me. I saw that when I created Moments with Marybeth. I could not create it for “others”, but nor would it work without others. Jim Self, from Mastering Alchemy used the phrase “100% about me and 100% in service to others.” That is one of the things I have found really works. If I try to be of service because others tell my I need to get my teachings out there, I fail. I get bored. There is no energy behind it. When I show up for me, to grow myself, to learn how to see, harness, and direct these energies, that is what feeds others, that is what opens doors for them. It is beautiful how it works.
It is my desire and my intention that each of you receive from this offering. As I look back at reflections I have received over the years, I am reminded that over and over I am told it is so helpful when I put words to things in my life because it helps the other understand more exactly what they have been experiencing. It is not ever exactly the same expression, but each hears what is helpful to them to put their own pieces together.
I smile because I am aware very strongly today that I am ready for this next phase of my life to begin. The new foundation is set. I feel myself reaching. I see and know the new to start playing with. The book I intended to write ten plus years ago was titled: Perfection and Ease; a New Way of Being. I wonder how many of you are aware of, or slightly aware, that you, too, are reaching for the next phase of your new way of being. Are you smiling, too? And can you feel the love that is flowing? What a great way to begin.
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