I was just thinking of a friend yesterday and contemplating a trip to Glastonbury next year. That is my first thought of the next visit there. I am open to that evolving. There is no known reason. Maybe I will take time in Cornwall again, too. Maybe there will be others who wish to travel also.
And today, I receive an email from this particular friend. I really honor and cherish this communication and communion we have created. It brings me a deep joy.
She mentions she still holds the vision with me that I will be returning to Avalon to live part time. Gosh, I really feel that in this moment. It is the word “returning” that really highlights in my energy today. I do not always feel it, but there are definitely times it surfaces and I can feel it. That still excites me, for I feel the Grandness, the Majesty, that has to surface for that aspect to become a physical reality. That level of commitment on my part will be for a visible purpose. I am open to this evolving also. And I like that she senses my destiny is linked with the U.S.A.. That also has a feel around it. I think I am noticing the word destiny here. If for no other reason, that implies there is more to come in my lifetime.
I find it significant that she pointed to astrology. I pulled out my ephemeris to see the aspects she was pointing to. In that, I noticed that beginning in a few days and through the month of July, the transiting North Node will be opposing my natal Sun within 1 degree. This feels quite significant. This “activates a direct tension between your established identity and an unfamiliar direction the transit is opening.” And, “This will be a time of powerful transformation. Your sense of identity is shifting and in some ways you are coming into your own power.” That is indeed beautiful food to contemplate and be aware of. Maybe this new soul trajectory is part of the opening in Avalon we both have some awareness of. Whatever it does bring, I really like that has come into my awareness. And with all I do see in my life, this is a perfect time for this infusion. I did not see that coming when I started to write to her! I really enjoy watching things open in the energy. Writing is good for me.
On another note, earlier this morning, I don’t remember details of what I was looking at, but I saw that I am the whole package. Those were the words I heard in the moment of the energy. I really saw how capable I am in many things that matter. I liked that.
In the evening, I dealt with an issue involving others that just moved so efficiently and swiftly it really pleased me. I offered to step in because there had been problems in communication. All worked with ease and perfection. I even got a thumbs up acknowledgment after we could have been complete. It was not needed, but it was appreciated. I noticed. I felt beautiful. I felt my energy with everyone was beautiful. Not that it was effort in any way, but I felt like I worked one of my minor miracles from the perspective of another.
In that energy, I wanted to write to another friend of mine. I wanted to share how beautiful I felt. And then I remembered the earlier thought / feeling of being the complete package. It is interesting how these things connect. And I questioned why I felt I needed to share it. I see I wish to share it and celebrate me, celebrate my joy, with someone for whom that will add to their true joy to feel my knowing with me. I like sharing myself at what feels like intimate levels to me when it adds to, when it creates more of that. I think many others would not receive the intimacy of my experience. I choose to not to reach out to the particular friend, but I did journal through my feelings to acknowledge them. And here is a choice to share them, not only with this specific friend, but also with any of you that choose to read this. Yes, I am open to this evolving, too.
One more piece I wish to acknowledge here, in this level, is that I recently joined my condo association board. I wonder if being on the board is going to give me access to next levels of creating community. It seems nothing new in that, but maybe it is like “Chop wood, carry water.” It will show me. For now, I am very aware it is already giving me playgrounds. I am already aware I feels doors opening, things I can do. If there is a place for me to start volunteering, home is a great place to do so.
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