Either the way I go about rewiring has changed, or my awareness of the process has changed. I am seeing new opportunities in playing in life.
For instance, where I have successfully learned to hold my own space regardless what is going on around me, I am now starting to see new potentials. I am not coming up with great words to express what I see is possible.
But that really is what I am seeing in this new rewiring. I see what I am reaching for. I see what is possible. But I do not yet physically (or mentally / spiritually) have access to using it. It is like the frequency band I have been playing in is great, but there is another one to reach for. And it is like I have to let go of the one I am in to reach for the new one. They do not overlap. It is not a simple step, nor does it seem to be a gradient step. It is more a letting go. And when I am in between bands, it is a bit uncomfortable really. I feel a bit irritated. And there is nothing to do with myself. It is like everything is just offline – except I am still here, awake and present.
And I do know more than ever what I am reaching for, so I have something to attune to in reaching for the new.
Oh. I am experiencing rewiring differently too, so interesting blog for me. I feel as though the rewiring I used to do, tended to be mental – but now it is energetic. Like retraining my body to emanate certain types of energy instead of training my mind to think (or say) the right words. You inspire me to consider what is possible. And it feels very beyond what has been going on so far.
Yea!! And thanks 🙂