Marybeth’s Posts

I woke from a dream with: We are taking the brakes off, or, the brakes are coming off. Something like that anyway. It is happening or has happened. In the dream, I heard myself laugh and say, “I didn’t know the brakes were on!” In the waking state, I recognize this particular laughter is one I use to break up energy so I don’t get stuck in it. As I can see this mechanism now, it is time to address more fully this underlying fear that sits...

I woke up this morning thinking about being part of a team. My understanding of that in a concrete manner really comes from watching both my children as they participated in sports and shared their experiences. I remembered a night with two friends of mine, where, in the observation of it back then, I recognized that was the first time in my life I felt like I was part of the group, like my being there made a difference. I was in my...

It has been a slightly odd one coming through. In some ways, one could say it is not yet in place because contracts are not signed. But energetically it is in place. We have found our new home and we will move in two weeks from today. Technically, we will only be signing a 6-month rental, but both Rick and I feel this is our new home. So the longer term will happen also. This has been my priority. It really has not taken long to create. And...

I think today I just feel like writing about where I am, in this moment. I do not feel a purpose. Maybe it is more of a hello. And how are you?? I feel more of a nesting today. Two days ago was magical from the moment I awoke, and infused itself into everything I touched. Yesterday I think was significant in movement - yet to be seen actual results though - possible around both the sale of the Portugal property and deciding on a rental here...

Much is changing again, has changed again. I feel it when I speak. I feel it when I listen. Rick has commented about a change he sees in my eyes. I know he used a word to describe it that I do not remember, maybe presence, but he followed it up with saying there is now a vulnerability seen, and to him, that meant there is a deeper or softer presence of love available. I feel less personal, less invested, and yes, more present. I noticed I...

I started the 5 Tibetans today. I allowed myself to just spin, not being careful or going slowly. I did 18 spins and then stopped and sat down. I watched and felt the world spin, as I imagined it did when I was little. Then I did child’s pose and then moved on to the next exercise. I started to feel a little ill. I think I will skip the rest of the details. Basically, I got more ill. I went into a motion sickness feeling, or a sick to my...

The end of June and all of July were filled with urgent business needs, family matters arising from the transition of beautiful Maggie, Rick’s mum, a week-long engagement for Rick in transformational breath work, decisions on what to do with physical stuff for departure from Glastonbury, packing and organizing for moving out and for three months of travel, logistics for the US trip, good-byes to friends we made, and a hello to the beautiful...

One last piece for this series of updates. I was contemplating the new experience of not being heard. I heard the words of The Voice of the Magdalene when they first spoke to me, over a year ago now. They were words at the time that surprised me. And I think surprised me every time I read it afterwards because it was one of those things I didn't really understand. I am referring here to the energies of opposition spoken of. Here it is in...

I brought back a concept from the sleep space Sunday morning. Ohh … maybe first I should take a moment to notice and celebrate I was able to do that consciously!!! Woohoo!! That celebration was for my Uncle Lee with a big smile and lots of love. The words that came when I was waking were Lord of power and might. I did understand at the time, that was referring to me. And, when I tried speaking it for the first time in sharing this with Rick,...

I have been playing a little with this question of what do I want to do with this new knowing. What foundations do I want to add to the creation space? What do I want to bring to this new golden age? One thing I have learned is I can only give what I can hold with stability. Another thing I have learned is as above, so below, or I see it, as on the micro scale, so on the macro scale. What is obvious to me is what is mine to bring or give or...