Marybeth’s Posts

April 19, 2020 Last night I was attuned in Level 4 of Magical Awakening. As usual, I gave first when we practiced the new tools as I never think about what I want to receive. The person I was partnered with wanted more joy in her life for a particular reason. I was going to go for more joy also as that is always fun. But, as luck would have it, we had a 10-minute break between the two practice sessions. The thought landed that I would like...

Today is day 28 of my commitment to write everyday. There have been a couple times I saw things to share more broadly. Today I will take the time to share some new insights that have landed. One, I experienced for the first time, about a week ago, the knowing within me how to work with others, how to share my gifts, what my gifts are. It was so clear, and it was in the normal walking around space. There was a lot going on in those moments...

I will share part of what I wrote yesterday. I am not sure it makes sense in words yet, but these were just written for me, in my journal. And, I remember the newness of the thoughts in the meditation of two days ago, pretty solid already by yesterday, and today it just seems obvious to me. Day 7. Yesterday after writing on opening to the Order of the Magi, I did my meditation with Rick. What I saw in that meditational space is that the...

I had some feedback yesterday that in my intention to write every day for 40 days that some thought I was going to write a blog every day. That is not my intention, although I will consider sharing daily as it has been brought to my attention. Today, I will share again. Day two of this time to write, this time to choose to connect. What is bubbling up today? I see Medieval Astrology. I signed up for a class a long time ago and just watched...

It is good to connect and clear first. I am open to what comes through today. I am aware of two nights in a row where I have been working on something known and when I awake, it is not known. Today I have no idea what it pertained to. It was step one, like an A. It was obvious and I knew how to practice it. But it was gone by the time I got to my office, just steps from my bedroom. Yesterday was different. I was playing in at least one thing...

The following is part of a conversation I had the other day. It was meant for one person in particular with a specific experience going on, but I have felt called to share it here, so I wonder if it may be of benefit to one of you also. We are talking about the being and the doing part of you, or the feminine and the masculine part of you. We want to remap the masculine part of you to be staying present to you, staying present to the...

Every moment. The magic is landing, arising, flowing, palpable. Much is in the cauldron and is in process and opening. So much has been swirling. So much I see. And then I sit to write and it all disappears. Is there too much? Do I not have a focus as to what I wish to write? Today is a day where I am learning how to hold the magic and go into a focus to create from it. I recognized the belief this morning, when I was enjoying a workout,...

I have not really written since my birthday, August 23. That was a powerful day , and I am still catching up to all that I am now. I love when I "find myself" doing things. On the morning of my birthday, I found myself sending out invitations to those who earlier said they would be happy to play with me in the Magical Awakening practice. Next, I found myself immersed in reviewing and writing up the energies for this coming year from the...

What a beautiful world we live in. Right here. Right now. We held one of our energy group meetings last night. We heard through the channeled space that one of the recent changes is there has been a relaxing in the energies of the world. There has been a relaxing attained. It is almost like a point of release from the fixed-ness of certain patterns. It sounds familiar. I found myself in a space recently where I felt structures dissolving,...

Last night I could not seem to fall asleep. My body was uncomfortable, but not in a particular place. Something was restless in me. I was not able to focus to look for it. I was not able to focus to play with any of my energetic tools that I like to end my night on. Eventually I got up. I looked at the moon. I was pleased to know it is in its disseminating phase, giving out that which has come to completion. I thought about going out to sit...